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“Let the stable still astonish;

Straw, dirt floor, dull eye;

Dusty flanks of donkeys, oxen;

Crumbling, crooked walls;

No bed to carry that pain;

And then, the child;

Rag-wrapped, laid to cry;

In a trough,

Who would have chosen this?

Who would have said:

“Yes,

Let the God of all the Heavens and Earth

Be born here in this place?”

Who but the same God

Who stands in the darker, fouler rooms

of our hearts

and says,

‘Yes.’

Let the God of Heaven and Earth be

Born Here…”

~Jan Karon

The Christmas story makes no sense to human beings.

Here is not just

A god,

but THE GOD

Who Created The Universe,

Choosing to be born in a barn.

Yet the filthy,

foul smelling,

contaminated room

He chose to be birthed in

Compares not

To the depraved,

nefarious rooms

In our hearts

That He wishes to occupy.

He wishes to dwell in our hearts,

So that we may also

Experience a birth as well.

A New birth of our heart.

Who IS this GOD who does this?

Who IS this God that chooses us?

He is TOO GREAT to comprehend,

work out,

grasp,

fathom…

Who is THIS GOD

And What is His Name?

Wonderful.

Counselor.

Ever-Lasting God.

Prince of Peace.

I AM.

Jesus.

His Name is Jesus…

 

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Hurry, hurry, step right up
See the sideshow in town for only fifty cents
Step right up, hurry, hurry before the show begins, my friends
Stand in line, get your tickets, I hope you will attend
It’ll only cost you fifty cents to see
What life has done to those like you and me
See the man with the broken heart, you’ll see that he is sad,
He hurts so bad (so bad, so bad)
See the girl who has lost the only love she ever had
There’s got to be no sadder show to see
No doubt about it, satisfaction’s guaranteed
So let the sideshow begin
Hurry, hurry, step right on in
Can’t afford to pass it by
Guaranteed to make you cry
Let the sideshow begin (hurry, hurry)
Hurry, hurry, step right on in
Can’t afford to pass it by
Guaranteed to make you cry
See the man who’s been cryin’ for a million years,
So many tears (so many tears)
See the girl who’s collected broken hearts for souvenirs
It’s more exciting than a one man band
The saddest little show in all the land
So let the sideshow begin
Hurry, hurry, step right on in
Can’t afford to pass it by
Guaranteed to make you cry…
~Sideshow
by Blue Magic
“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
    because he has anointed me
    to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
    and recovery of sight for the blind,
to set the oppressed free,”  ~Jesus
~Luke 4:18
The most rejected man on earth was Jesus..
The most mocked and laughed at person
That ever existed,
Was Jesus.
He came to earth knowing
What He was in for…
Knowing precisely
What He would go thru…
And He did it.
He Joyfully did it.
He went thru the rejection
For you.
He went thru the rejection
For me.
And He did it
HAPPILY!
“…He was willing to die a shameful death on the cross
Because of the joy he knew would be his afterwards;
And now he sits in the place of honor by the throne of God.”
~Hebrews 12:2
“Greater love has no man
Than He lay down his life for his friends.”
~John 15:13 
He knew before the beginning of time
That we would need
A Saviour.
A Rescuer.
A Redeemer
From all of our
Mistakes,
Hurts,
And Wounds
That were inflicted on us
From ourselves,
And from others…
So He slipped out of Heaven
Where there was No Pain,
And entered a world
Where pain surrounded Him
And engulfed Him.
He GLADLY exchanged His Paradise
And grasped the demented world
So that if we would so choose,
We could have a Home with Him
In Heaven.
In Paradise.
So let the sideshow begin,
Hurry hurry,
Step right on in….
(God Loves You)

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It’s nine o’clock on a Saturday
The regular crowd shuffles in
There’s an old man sitting next to me
Making love to his tonic and gin

He says, “Son can you play me a memory
I’m not really sure how it goes
But it’s sad and it’s sweet
And I knew it complete
When I wore a younger man’s clothes.”

Sing us a song you’re the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we’re all in the mood for a melody
And you’ve got us feeling alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine
He gets me my drinks for free
And he’s quick with a joke or to light up your smoke
But there’s someplace that he’d rather be

He says, “Bill, I believe this is killing me.”
As a smile ran away from his face
“Well, I’m sure that I could be a movie star
If I could get out of this place.”

Now Paul is a real estate novelist
Who never had time for a wife
And he’s talking with Davy, who’s still in the Navy
And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics
As the businessmen slowly get stoned
Yes they’re sharing a drink they call “Loneliness”
But it’s better than drinking alone

Sing us a song you’re the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we’re all in the mood for a melody
And you’ve got us feeling alright

It’s a pretty good crowd for a Saturday
And the manager gives me a smile
‘Cause he knows that it’s me they’ve been coming to see
To forget about life for a while

And the piano it sounds like a carnival
And the microphone smells like a beer
And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar
And say, “Man, what are you doing here?”

Sing us a song you’re the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we’re all in the mood for a melody
And you’ve got us feeling alright

~Piano Man by Billy Joel 

I love the honesty in the lyrics of Piano Man by Billy Joel.

As the Piano Man plays his songs

the average Joe opens up and starts sharing.

The stories are full of regret,

heartbreak

and loneliness.

The average Joe is you,

The average Joe is me,

The average Joe is my next door neighbor.

The grocery store is full of average Joes

and so is the cemetary.

The Piano Man is also an average Joe,

and he can relate to the stories

and life experiences

that are quietly told.

As the regular crowd shuffles in,

they give the Piano Man

a nod and a smile,

for they know him

and feel safe telling him their story.

I want to be a Piano Man to my neighbors,

and to anyone I run across.

But I can only be a Piano Man

if I am at first a friend.

So I pray and ask God to send me

the lonely,

the broken-hearted,

the ones that simply  need

a listening ear

and the touch of God

upon their hearts…

“Sing us a song you’re the piano man
Sing us a song tonight
Well we’re all in the mood for a melody (Touch of God)
And you’ve got us feeling alright…”

“Here am I God, send me”

~Isaiah 6:8

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God has many names.

Many  names.

He is Jehovah Nissi,

My Victory.

Jehovah Rapha,

My Healer.

Jehovah Shalom,

My Peace.

Jesus called Him Father.

But lately,

We have needed

The God-of-Angel-Armies.

So that is the Name I cry out to.

We’ve needed a

Warrior God,

A Rush-To-Our-Defense-God,

 An I-Will-FIGHT-For-You-God.

And that is the name I call upon.

Whenever I cry out,

‘Oh God-Of-Angel-Armies come to our rescue!’

He Does.

I INSTANTLY feel His Presence.

Instantly.

We’ve felt such a need for a Redeemer,

For an All-Conquering,

All-Powerful,

Fearsome Warrior,

So I cry out and He is near…

I feel Him by my side…

Yes, the Holy Spirit dwells within me

and comforts me,

But He is also the one that quickens me

with the Name of God that we need for the moment.

And recently He has told me

God-Of-Angel-Armies…

Think of that name.

Lord-of-Hosts,

God-Of-Angel-Armies….

Angel ARMIES…

Mighty to Save…

All-Powerful!

CREATOR OF HEAVEN AND EARTH!!!

Who is like Him?

NO ONE!!! 

Not one single person or thing.

He is Great,

And Greatly To Be Praised.

That is the God I’ve been talking with lately.

That is the God I’ve been walking with lately.

That is the God Who has been showing me

situations, people and things around me

to pray about and to pray for.

He is the same God my mother used to pray to

and her mother used to pray to

and her mother’s mother,

and on and on.

With that legacy behind me

how can I not call out to

The Name Above All Names,

Who comes to our rescue?

God-Of-Angel Armies

is right by my side.

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Gods Annointing comes from crushed oil

I have a choice.

Because I have a voice I have a choice.

I can choose the easy way with little to no pain

and more comfort,

or I can choose a harder way which produces more pain,

but Character Growth.

~If I had the opportunity to choose what kind of life

I would be given before I was born,

I would’ve chosen a life

where the road was smooth.

Where the path was easy…

I would never have chosen heartache and grief.

No,

I would have planned my life

very carefully and purposefully

with little to no suffering involved…

~Good thing I wasn’t in charge...

The heartache I encountered

actually made my heart softer...

The suffering I shivered thru

gave me empathy…

The abandonment I experienced

made me look towards the lonely…

If you think about it,

the sweetest part of a peach

is actually the part that is bruised.

The bruise produced the sugar…

The crushing of the olive

produces the oil,

and the oil heals…

The oil heals.

How would I know what True Love feels like

without knowing rejection?

How would I know what Peace feels like

if I had never touched war?

I am Grateful for my scars.

I am Grateful for the times

my heart quivered inside me from doubt.

How would I know the Deliverer

if I’d never needed delivering?

  ~Am I through being crushed?

I hope not. 

I pray not.

Is it fun?

Absolutely not. 

But the fragrance that comes from a rose

when it’s petals are smashed

is Beautiful.

And one day,

when I am old and gray,

I want to be the most fragrant crushed flower

that produces healing…

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The Bible says that we will cast our crowns at Jesus feet when we get to Heaven.

This act will be done out of gratitude for what He has done for us during our lives.

But here’s a question for you:

“What if our crowns are not made of jewels but instead

Made of our scars we accumulated here on earth?”

What if the crowns are our own Crown-of-Thorns that showed

How we overcame by the Blood of the Lamb

(Our salvation thru Jesus)

And the Word of our Testimony

(What we overcame with the help of Jesus?)

The Bible says that our thoughts are not His thoughts,

And our ways are not His ways,

But His thoughts and ways are higher than ours. Isaiah 58:8-9

~In other words, what we think is important is not what He thinks is important.

We deem cars and houses important and

He thinks human hearts and souls are important.

So the trials and tribulations we go thru here on earth

Are merely precious jewels of testimonies of how He helped us,

And are viewed thru completely

Different lenses in two different places.

In this life scars caused by trials are viewed with disdain,

But in the Heavenly Realm our scars are viewed as

Breathtakingly beautiful.

The difference is the lens.

The difference is the vantage point.

If we can see HOW God sees, then we would have perfect peace in our heart.

(Perfect Peace is the Peace-that-passes-understanding,

NOT the false peace that we get from the world.)

If we view hardships as God punishing us

And not loving us,

And if we view the rich people around us as

God loving them and blessing them because of their wealth

Then we will forever be forlorn,

We will forever feel abandoned

By our Heavenly Father.

And, we will view God as bad, not as loving.

What is Joy?

What is Peace?

Simple.

Joy and Peace equate to choosing the path of God

And trusting Him,

Even when it doesn’t make sense.

Why?

Because God is Good.

God is Good.

Never forget that everyone here on earth is walking towards some destination. Everyone.

No exceptions.

All of us are walking towards our Forever Home.

Our forever home is not earth,

If it was then we could talk to Abraham Lincoln

And all the others who lived before.

But we can’t, cause their dead.

They walked their journey here on earth,

Once-upon-a-time.

They each took their last breath here on earth

And took their next breath Over There,

In their Forever Home.

We each have had a choice to choose as we stood at the crossroads of life.

Just like they did.

The beauty of us,

The ones who are still alive,

Is we can still choose between two roads.

Our predecessors, who have died,

Can no longer choose…

Some sojourners, as they were walking, stepped off of the hard path

And began skating on the easier path of pleasure here on earth.

Nothing is wrong with pleasure,

But there are two types of pleasure, good and bad,

Just like there are two types of eternal homes, good and bad.

God refuses to be our puppet master, and allows us free-will to choose.

(Freedom-To-Choose.)

The choice is ours.

If we choose to go the more difficult way of the more narrow path of God,

Then odds are good, we will suffer scars, here on earth.

But those scars will turn into crowns in Heaven.

However, if we choose to reject God and go for the easier route here on earth,

Our reward will not be a Crown-of-Joy but instead

A Chain-of-Regret.

And both rewards are results of choices.

And both rewards are Forever.

The Bible says, ‘Choose you this day whom you will serve.’

Bob Dillon put it this way, “You gotta serve somebody”…

If you are reading this there is Tremendous Good News.

~It’s not too late for you.

Each day is a crossroad of decision.

As the new year begins and yesterday is but

A memory-vapor in-the-mind;

You can choose your Forever-Home.

You, like Abraham Lincoln,

(And the rest of the people who have gone before us,)

Will definitely live Somewhere

After your time here on earth is gone.

But it’s a choice, that you make today,

And if you are still alive tomorrow,

You will get the Beautiful Gift of another

Day-of-Choices.

The choice may bring scars with it.

But if you view your scars thru the lens of Eternity,

Than the scar might turn into a crown and

Bring you an Everlasting Joy.

(Smile)

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Far be it from me to not believe,

Even when my eyes can’t see;

And this mountain that’s in front of me,

Will be cast into the midst of the sea.

~So let go my soul, and Trust in Him,

The waves and wind still know His Name…

~It Is Well by Bethel Music

 

This past week I put out my nativity set

And it was as if I was looking at it for the first time.

The words to the above song were playing

And my eyes drifted to Baby Jesus inside the nativity scene.

As I was looking at the figurine of the Baby Jesus the song played,

“Far be it from me to not believe,

even though my eyes can’t see…

So let go my soul and Trust in Him,

the waves and wind still know His Name…”

Why?, I wondered,

Was it so hard for me to believe at times.

Why?  I pondered,

Did doubt and discouragement hang over me like a dark cloud at times?

~God showed me why.

It is because my foundation was mixed.

My foundation was shaky.

My trust was in half me and half Him.

I trusted that He made the stars and the universe and me.

I trusted my life and my next heartbeat to Him.

But He still needed my help for everything else.

He needed me to be good enough,

He needed me to act right,

He needed me to shape up.

~In other words I was not trusting in Him Alone to save me

I was trusting in His Work on the cross + My works in doing good = God accepting me.

No wonder depression would creep in.

Inside myself I knew I wasn’t good enough to keep me from falling.

I was trying to balance on a man made balance beam and I kept falling.

I could never laugh and dance and jump on my balance beam foundation

Cause I just might fall and crash and burn.

No.

I had to be sober minded at all times,

never relax,

never let down my guard,

for if I did I was a goner.

What kind of representative of Christ was I being

If I am walking around nervous and half smiling,

Fearful of trying to measure up so God will be happy with me?

I have FINALLY come to the conclusion

That no matter what I do or do not do,

my salvation is secure. 

It is NOT about me.

Bottom Line.

~”So let go my soul and Trust in Him,

the waves and wind still know His Name.”

~Today I’m gonna laugh

and dance

and Believe

that It Is Well with my soul.

Not because of anything I’ve done,

but TOTALLY because of what He Has Done.

(Smile)

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Then he went on alone into the wilderness,

traveling all day.

He sat down under a solitary broom tree

and prayed that he might die.

“I have had enough, Lord,” he said.

“Take my life,

for I am no better than my ancestors who have already died.”

Then he lay down and slept under the broom tree.

But as he was sleeping, an angel touched him and told him,

“Get up and eat!” 

 He looked around and there beside his head was some bread baked on hot stones

and a jar of water!

So he ate and drank

and lay down again.

Then the angel of the Lord came again and touched him and said,

“Get up and eat some more, or the journey ahead will be too much for you.

 So he got up and ate and drank,

and the food gave him enough strength to travel forty days and forty nights

to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God.

 There he came to a cave, where he spent the night.

But the Lord said to him,

“What are you doing here, Elijah?”

 “Go out and stand before me on the mountain,” the Lord told him.

And as Elijah stood there, the Lord passed by,

and a mighty windstorm hit the mountain.

It was such a terrible blast that the rocks were torn loose,

but the Lord was not in the wind.

After the wind there was an earthquake,

but the Lord was not in the earthquake. 

 And after the earthquake there was a fire,

but the Lord was not in the fire.

And after the fire there was the sound of

a gentle whisper.

  When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his cloak

and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave.

And a voice said, “What are you doing here, Elijah?

1 Kings 19

Why in the world would God,

who created the earth,

and the fire,

and the wind

represent Himself with a Whisper?

Because he saw Elijah’s depression

and wanted to treat him gently,

with kindness…

In Isaiah 53:3 scripture says that,

Jesus was despised and rejected by mankind,

a man of suffering,

and familiar with pain.

Like one from whom people hide their faces he was despised,

and we held him in low esteem.

Next time you are feeling down and in despair,

and life feels so overwhelming

that you simply want to die…

Talk to the One who

Understands all your pains and your sufferings,

and He will listen….

He Will Listen.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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‘Try to stop Your Love, and You would wage a war

Try to take the very thing, You gave Your life for,

And You would come running, tear down every wall,

All the while shouting,

“My love you’re worth it all!”

No sin, no shame, no past, no pain

Can separate me from Your love,

No height, no depth, no fear, no death

Can separate me from Your love’

~Unstoppable Love

Kim Walker Smith

 Do you remember the scene in the ‘Last of the Mohicans’

Where Hawkeye is running to get Cora

And the drums are beating frantically in the background,

As he runs to rescue his love?

That is how God is towards you.

Do you know God Loves you?

Do you know God Enjoys you?

That God Listens to you?

And Hears you?

God Himself Sings over you?

Did you know that God Thinks about you all the time?

(All the time…)

‘His thoughts about you are more numerous than the sand on the seashore….’

(Psalm 139:18)

But No.

You probably didn’t know that.

And if you heard it before,

You just thought it was a kindly lie,

A pat on the back to make you feel better.

You’ve probably been told that even though you are a Christian,

God still holds your sins against you.

That He is counting up your wrong doings

One-by-one

As He holds His great Calculator-In-The-Sky,

That is adding up all your transgressions…

All your mistakes…

Listen. 

Let me tell you the Truth.

There is No condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.

God will Never speak condemnation to you.

He will only speak His Promises.

He doesn’t call you out.

He calls you up.

He calls you up to His Amazing Plans for you,

And He laughs while He is calling.

He laughs because His Great Plans for you

Are wrapped inside His Great Love for you….

His Great Love for you.

You.

You are Absolutely Priceless,

And how do I know?

Because the Price Jesus paid for you,

Is Greater than the universe itself..

“Try to stop Your Love,

and You would wage a war,

Try to take the very thing,

You gave Your life for,

And You would come running,

tear down every wall,

All the while shouting,

“My love you’re worth it all!”

 

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“If a man has a hundred sheep

And one of them wanders away,

What will he do?

Won’t he leave the ninety-nine others…

And go out to search

For the one that is lost?

~Matthew 18:12

(The ONE searches for you…)

~“But while he was still a long way off,

His father saw him

And was filled with compassion for him;

He ran to his son,

Threw his arms around him

And kissed him.

~Luke 15:20

(The ONE watches for you…)

~“He died not for men,

But for each man.

If each man had been the only man made,

He would have done no less.”

~C.S. Lewis

(The ONE cares about you…)

How do I find the word to tell you that GOD LOVES YOU????

 He tells us in Matthew that God LEAVES the ninety-nine

 to go look for the one

He tells us in Luke that God watches intently for us to come home,

(And then goes on to say)

That God RUNS to us when He sees us returning.

 God runs…

Not just to the Who’s-Who,

But to you…

To you.

God is the ONE who never leaves the one behind.

 

 

 

 

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